But sometimes I can't help it, and following a link here, and then there, I somehow end up at asos.
And then a piece of me dies inside when I see this.
I WANTS IT!!! I NEEDS IT!!!! MY PRECIOUS!!!
You see, I kind of LOVE sequins. If I could I would wear them everyday during the holiday like some kind of glitter mermaid, as I feel that they perfectly represent the holiday spirit. But sadly I don't own very many things of the sequined variety.
But I would like to change that, perhaps by finding a way for this dress to get to my closet...
Too bad that will never happen as I'm in a deep deep pit of debt with no end in sight. And my part time job that I get minimum wage for doesn't even give me enough money to live off of.
And i'm thinking of quitting it because I failed a midterm and the stress of working and doing school is too much. So this really cannot be.
So instead i'll just imagine what it would be like to have this dress. In the meantime I think i'll imagine that I also had a place to even wear a dress like this. Because in reality, I really don't have anywhere to wear a dress like this. I don't have any fancy parties to attend. All I do on a free weekend is watch 30 Rock on DVD. Although I would totally wear this dress while doing so....
I'm sure i'll get over it...eventually.
It's not like I still get sad thinking about how much I wish I had the bicycle dress.
Except oh wait...I totally still get depressed over how much I wish I had that dress...